Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Just one of those days

Today is one of those days where anxiety is ruling the day. I HATE days like today. Hate them. I have of course tried my normal methods of dealing with anxious days by doing things like eating too much and avoiding everything, but neither one is really helping. In fact, both are making the situation much much worse.

Without going into too much detail (yet) there are certain things in my life that have just reached their breaking point. And yes, I know that no one actually reads this blog and that I could probably write about what is going on here and no one would ever know before it's ok for them to know, but it just feels risky to put it out on the world wide web. So suffice to say for now, I've apparently hit my breaking point a few weeks before it's acceptable for me to do so.

UGH.

On a different subject, I feel surprisingly not sore from my foray into barefoot running yesterday. Granted, I'm still going to trade off between regular shoes and barefoot shoes for a while to (hopefully) avoid injury, but I'm glad that I seem no worse for the wear after day 1!

Am hoping to get a run in tomorrow morning if the weather stays this gorgeous, but a lot is dependent on how my toe feels. Have been working on taking care of a lot of medical stuff this month, and getting my toes fixed was on that list. Short term pain for long term no pain (again, hopefully!)

Here's to tomorrow's post being a whole lot more inspiring than today's was.

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